I enter now
into a deep solitude
forsaken & needed
isolated by demons
addiction to pirated relief
a dependency on fabrications
devoted to chaos
illusionary smile
forged ecstasy
silenced by
odious failure
the inability to suffice
and exceed
in no one to confide or
relieve the oppressive dark burden
a pending adventure
luxury of the journey
easier to venture, conquer, and pillage
than be an abandoned spirit
left with deafening demons
I want to listen to
your divine monologue
a remedy for loneliness
but today you are caged
a king behind bars
and I, free and frozen
no rest for widowed souls
only left with forlorn jesters
inner harlequins mock
foolish devotion
our worlds dance on
segregated
left with demons
who tear and feed
from my armor
my stength
my trust
your credence
my love
our love
